Zenbuffalo, 39

Loves musician cook with kids I recently am single. My boy's mother decided a request of sobriety wasn't what she wanted. I am currently sober since the first weekend on 2013.
I am staying at my folks with my boys and because the vehicle went with her I lost my transportation. I unfortunately lost my support for child care when she left but its better that they aren't being watched by a closet drinker. This cost me my job but luckily I have a great family to help support us while I stay home as mister mom. I love being able to see everything I have missed when I was working.
Still gonna be in process of divorce and custody.

I am looking for a friend who likes to be with awesome little boys 2yrs and 10mnths. They are trying to play all daddy's musical instruments and that makes me glow inside. I love to cook for one or a while party of people. I am a cuddler when I feel a spark of romance within. I am a moment rider and can make sure to get things done when they come up with a cool head and collected thoughts.
I can never be unfaithful I made that mistake once in my life and felt like my soul was burning me inside sick to my stomach and horrible dreams for years. I cannot let my character be foul without deep emotionally crippling effects.
Not sure who'd be willing to meet someday maybe at a park with my boys maybe to the greenbelt or eeyores bday festival or other such events. I don't have a qualm with responsible drinking and may be at a point in time ready to have one or two myself. I never was an alcoholic but I drank heavily when I was catching upto my ex during the rough times I had and would have my emotions just pour out of me in negative ways. Never was I abusive I just had my childhood emotions of depression push me to self hatred. I know I live who I have worked so hard to become and with sobriety I know I can be 100% dad since my boys mom can't do that someone has to step up. That's my reason for sobriety.

I am a ruthlessly compassionate and honest man. I will