Topgunner82, 42

It all begins with a cold December night. I am trying to go to sleep and I realize something is wrong! Is santa stuck in the chimney? What is that noise? Oh its a squirrel on the roof. Sheesh. Something is still wrong. I go to the doctor the next day. He says " take these pills" then he pulls out the can of freezing spray. Two days later and I feel better. I accept what I have and decide to work on other areas of my life. Ok where to start...job. I am a bouncer. What an unfullfilling job to have. I remember getting a degree...Oh yes in theatre tech. I send out my resume to a few places and wham! I get some offers. YAY! But where to go? Still deciding. Ok so I'll read something good. 8 books, many trips to Barnes & Noble later and I start thinking about how I am skirting the isssue. I want improvement in my love life. I have so many positive qualities. I am confident, smart, witty, humorus, hard working, loyal, honest, and I know my faults too. How come everyone says they are down to earth, then when you prepose a new Idea they say "Oh no, no way, I would like to keep thinking what I was thinking, change is bad. I will find the woman of my dreams, we will get married, travel & explore, settle somewher nice, work jobs that seem wonderful, and then a child. Years later we move to some beach and write books, paint, read, and live in peace. Thank you for reading my story...your welcome!