Servantofallah, 30

looking for marriage inshallah it upsets me very much to know ive contracted this disease, i am a recent convert and was brought up in an environment where i was encouraged to have s----l intercourse, i was very worried that i may never marry and complete my deen but later found that i can marry someone with the same illness so heres my hope. i still remember the day i found out about this, i was 14, i am now 18 and since then have endured many different hardships, i live alone and want to have a male companion that i can be with for life, i have hsv 2, and havent suffered an outbreak for a while now, i am very concious and care about this illness, and if i were to find a suitable man with the same illness to marry, id want to be very careful not to increase this illness within eachother and refrain from s----l intercourse when either is having an outburst, this is not connected but i also have kidney failure, it was hereditary, an easy illness to control but I wasnt aware of it, which caused my kidneys unrepairable harm, but im steadily recovering and awaiting a soon coming transplant. im very loving and caring, i want to be a nurse for renal patients, and i believe i will be a good wife to a pious man, despite my shortcomings of illness and disease, i hope to find a man with the same terrible illness, herpes, to begin a life and happy marriage, pleasing our creator, Allah, and making our way to Jannah Inshallah, if you managed to read this far and you believe we could be suitable, then please dont hesitate to contact me and we can talk further. im mixed race, half english and jamaican, tall and slim and im happy to send a picture in return of your own, thanks