Fina, 42

I joined this site because, I think I have something in common with most of the people on here. I can't tell the men that I date and, happen to think are nice that I have this. It's a little embarassing and uncomfortable, because of the stigma society has placed on it. So, I just end up breaking if off. I did tell one person, because I knew he could definitely handle it. I'm still waiting to know what he wants to do with it. I know the answer to that question deep down, I just don't want to believe it. I will usually bow out gracefully before I get my feelings trampled on. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I can't afford for a norm to take it and do it wrong. Well, not just a norm, but anyone. I am looking for a man that is fun and, has a great personality. I am looking for someone who can accept the good and, the bad, and roll with it. I need someone to want to know and, want to understand me. I am seeking my soul mate here.....but, he probably hasn't caught it yet with my luck.