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HI I'M BEN,I HAVE BEEN SINGLE MOST OF MY LIFE BECAUSE OF HAVEING THIS SINCE I WAS AROUND 20.(1982) I'VE LET SOME GREAT WOMEN GO BECAUSE I WORRY ABOUT PASSING IT ON.TO THIS DAY I HAVEN'T. I'VE BEEN VERY CAREFUL,BUT AFTER A SHORT TIME,I WOULD BREAK UP WITH THEM BECAUSE I FIGURRED THE MORE TIMES YOU HAVE s--...IT'S BOUND TO HAPPEN.MY LIFE HAS BEEN RUIND FROM IT AND I NEVER WANT TO RUIN SOMEONE ELSES LIFE THE WAY I DID MINE.THE 70'S AND 80'S WERE FUN BUT THIS DISEASE JUST STARTED GETTING AROUND. SO ALOT OF US DIDN'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT IT. SO WE(I) DIDN'T WORRY ABOUT IT MUCH. UNTIL IT HAPPENED. I WAS SO STRESST OUT THAT FOR THE FIRST 10 YEARS,I HAD IT ALL THE TIME. THESE DAYS,SINCE I BASICALLY STOPPED TRYING TO MEET SOMEONE. MY STRESS HAS BEEN DRAMATICLY REDUCED.SO I RAIRLY GET IT NOW. BUT THE MOMENT I CONSIDER MEETING SOMEONE IT WILL RETURN.IT WILL PROBUBLY HAPPEN BECAUSE I'M DOING THIS,BUT I'LL TAKE THAT CHANCE IT WON'T HURT ANYONE BUT ME.YEARS AGO I PROBUBLY MEET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BUT I BROKE UP WITH HER BECAUSE SHE WAS A 22 YEAR OLD VIRGIN BEFORE SHE MET ME.SHE HAD SO MUCH GOING FOR HER.I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HER. SHE THOUGHT I MADE IT UP JUST TO BREAK UP. BUT I DIDN'T. I DID TO PROTECT HER FROM ME.I WAS A MALE ---- BACK THEN AND SHE WAS SO SWEET AND INNOCENT.I COULDN'T RISK IT WITH HER OR ANYONE.SHE WAS THE LAST ONE I'VE LOVED SINCE THEN.26 YEARS AGO. WELL WITH ALL THAT BEING SAID.ALL I CAN SAY IS ...IF YOOU NEDD TO TALK ABOUT THINGS OR WOULD LIKE TO CHATT SOMETIME.GET BACK TO ME AND LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS. HAVE A NICE DAY