Babyjesus1991, 41

I love anything to do with sports watch, play, coach... etc. I am currently playing for the Minnesota Warriors hockey team which consists of all Veterans of the U.S. military who have some sort of service connected disability, it is by far the most important things in my life (other than my son). I have a 4 year son. I have been through some sh*t in my life (who hasnt). I play men's league softball in the summer and hockey year round. I consider myself to be very thoughtful, loving and compassionate, I know Im very sentimental and sometimes take things too personally, but when you mean something to me... what is it saying if I dont? I am a Veteran of the United States Army and proud of it, I drove M1A2 tanks and uparmored hummers during my tenure, I have been considered complex by some... but that should intrigue some interest for those of whom are willing or brave enough to put themselves up to the task! I am going back to school for psychology and philosophy and wishing I would have done so a long long time ago! I am not a materialistic person by any means, I try to find the light in almost every situation, for life can seem to be one large ball of stress in itself, why add more where need not be added? I love life and love myself, at one point in time however that was not so much the case, its taken me a long time to get to this point and I just experienced what I believe all must go through in life at some point, and that's to have loved and lost. I believe it to be quite possibly one of the hardest things we will have to do while we are here. The thing that help me through is not only the thoughts of it can only get "better" from here?... but also the contentment I found in having the ability to potentially share what it is that I have learned, and hope to share with the woman who cares for, respects, and loves as much me as I do her and the willingness to do so on an effortless and contented state of compassion... Oh and "I dont **** around. I hope you do