61nomad, 63

Looks are important to me. I need to be attracted. I am a 50 yr old divorced man. I have had to come to terms with this infection I have. I have had it for a yr now & have let it control me being the reason why i cant date or have a girlfriend. because i have had to turn down dates with women because of this secret i have. I was googling one night & came upon this site & said maybe this is what i need to do to find that certain someone i can open up to & relate the same issues. I am a private person, I keep to myself. I am somewhat of a homebody but do enjoy going out. movies, dinner etc. Long distance relationships dont work for me. I love having companionship, and attention, but i am looking for someone to be with on a daily basis, not just a weekend thing. I am a sensative person, I have a tendacy to get my feeling involved quickly.