feels like my life is over. id run a mile

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Im 26 and just been diagnosed with herpes type 2 my husband had an affair and left me and our 7 month old daughter I rushed into a relationship and low and behold catched herpes. I feel like iv been punished and dont know where to turn. Iv been able to tell my sister but I can't face telling other friends or family members. If someone told me they had herpes I would judge them thinking they had been sleeping around or brought it on them selves I know that's bad but I was uneducated but it proves my point. If I was to find a new fella and that's very unlikely been a single parent isn't exactly appealing but to also have to tell them about my herpes just scares the living daylights out of me.
I hope I don't come across as a horrible piece of work I just wanted to be honest. Would love to know how people cope with it and how new relationships have worked or not.
Thanks for reading